very deep, man. my mother does everything in her office at her job. she's a recenptionist, but does secretarial work, and more than enough of her boss's work, too. she brings home about $200/every two weeks, but she doesn't have a car or many luxeries for herself. that's why we have such a nice house, nice furnature, and so on. there are times that i almost cry thinking about how good she's been to me, and how i don't think i could appreciate her enough. my whole family has given me the life that some could only dream of.
which leads into many problems in my life sometimes. i have like a semi-militant thought process. and when i get depressed, it's twice as bad because i think of how selfish i would have to be to get depressed with the life i have. i have everything and more than any one adolescent could ever wish for. and i get depressed? how fucking disrespectful could i be? ya' know? i don't know what to do sometimes. and i won't let myself cry, because to me, that's almost like the ultimate weakness. i'd rather loose a fight and end up in the hospital than to cry. i'm a man, im not supposed to cry. that's what i tell myself. even though im one of the deepest people you might meet at my age im still a little 'thug' asshole. i quote thug because i don't claim to be anything. i am who i am, that's all i can be. now whether you think im a thug or a gangster or a pussy, that's all you
i dont know how to end this. so ill just leave it at this.
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